Hey y’all great folks! Hope the New Year has been going off to a good start for everybody (almost said every pony , no wait now I just said it xP )
Since I like talking about music so much, I’m gonna talk about another favorite song of mine. I need to do a song from my all-time favorite band, Green Day, so I’m excited to put my thoughts on one of their great collection of songs I know too many Green Day songs by heart, it’s pretty ridiculous. However, the song I want to talk about wasn’t that difficult for me because out of all the great Green Day songs I know, this one is one of the most uniquely striking to me. It isn’t one of their “big hits,” even though those are great too. I’m talking about the 5th track of off 21st Century Breakdown, called “Before the Lobotomy.” I’ve put two links to this aural experience. The Rockband version is the album version (pretty much). I’ve also found a live recording version, which has a little explanation in the beginning on the song by Billie Joe himself.
Rockband version -> [link] (Is it kind of sad when getting 100% on songs is like…what I expect myself to get? XD )
Live recording version -> [link]
When I first saw the title, it painted this sort of grim picture, being in a waiting room, awaiting the painful lobotomy. Having listened to the song so many times, it really is a great title. It’s as if the title encapsulates the song with three words (like good song titles do, if they are going for that).
This song, for me, evokes this “pre-stage” or “pre-peformance” kind of feeling. That cross of feelings between eagerness and nervousness before you are going to go do something that is going to be challenging. That event could be for something as big as a concert you are going to perform, or as something as giving a speech to your classmates. Well as long as it’s perceived as challenging or nerve-racking to you, it works in this context. Like the two minutes before you are set on stage, you enter in this “num-like” state so your brain won’t overflow on what would happen if something goes wrong. It’s like psyching yourself out to calm yourself into a “zen” state.
A particular thing this song does that really drives it home for me is how the beginning and ending mesh together to reflect what had happened. The beginning lulls you in, then the guitar, along with the other instruments, goes in full force. Towards the last minute and a half, the instruments don’t come to a full stop, but lulls you back to reflect how you felt in the beginning. It’s as if it was some kind of relief, a relief from all that tension that you felt just before this challenging event had come along. Like it wasn’t that hard at all, like it was almost all a dream. I just love that kind of connectivity. Of course, concept albums have great connectivity, but for it to be contained in just a single song, oh man, it’s just great
It’s just interesting to think about. I don’t particularly enjoy the idea of getting in front of a whole bunch of people, and give an entire presentation/speech. When I had to give those types of things during school and in college, I was relieved just to get up there and get it over with. Of course, it’s good to have some fun up there, which I think if you are trying to educate people, you might as well put some humor into it, or at least try to give a show. Otherwise, what would people remember? Funny thing that this brings up my karaoke shenanigans since I don’t believe I’m a great singer to being with. However, a good chunk of my friends, my Japanese classmates (including the awesome Japanese professor), and a good chunk of my family in Hawaii have seen me sing “Billie Jean” by Michael Jackson. I’ve branded it my “ohako” so to speak. “Ohako” is a term in karaoke that means a song that represents what singing abilities you have. A song that represents “you,” or your chosen “brand” song in a sense. Apparently my MJ impressions and singing is pretty good by people who have seen me do it. I don’t really know about being “that” good, but I’d like to think I was somewhat entertaining
How all of that related back to “Before the Lobotomy” is the entire “process” I would go through. The nervousness of waiting, the action-filled event, and the relief of all of that stress. With “21st Century Breakdown” full of great songs, “Before the Lobotomy” is one of the best songs that the album has to offer. This song just “speaks” to me in a sense. I’ve always been the “goody-two shoes,” trying to get all the A’s in school, and be nice with everybody. I’m not saying that is bad per se, but it does have it’s stressful moments. That pressure to always do better. Part of it, I know, comes from my mom expecting the best out of me. I know she knows I’m driven and smart, but sometimes can’t a guy just get some leisure every once in a while? I remember one time where I got a 90 out of 100 on a paper in AP (Advanced Placement) US History. I took this class in my junior year of high school and that class was REALLY difficult for me, and I had to work my ass off for it (think I got a B+ or A-). When I got that paper, I was super proud of myself, and it felt amazing to get that kind of grade in that class. I left that paper on a bed, and when my mom saw it, she thought it was my brother’s paper. She said something like “that’s great! You did really well on that paper!!” I turn around and said that was my paper, and she was like “Oh…well keep up the good work” or something like that. It was that change in tone that just really…ugh sometimes it’s a pain. I guess “Before the Lobotomy” emphasizes that process of feelings: nervousness, anxiety, adrenaline, excitement, relief, etc. and it brings it all into a well-packed, meaningful, and thrilling experience.
I guess towards the end I got a little side-tracked huh? Before I go, I’d like to leave with one of the more striking lyrics from this song:
“Remember to learn to forget”
Remember to remember the good times, and forget those which keep ya down because in the end, what you remember is what you share with the world. Keep firing it up and blazing it up like Typhlosion baby!
(yeah I’m a dork, I know )